ramblings.

recently my counselor has recommended that I journal to discover new things about myself. however, I decided not too because I felt like I was repeating myself after a while. so instead, I decided to start writing my autobiography. who knows if I'll get published - it's my little secret anyways. but I feel that I'm discovering new things in my own way by looking backwards, not forward. I know it sounds crazy but whatever works right?! but then I thought, I am trying to sound much more eloquent and distinguished on paper than how I sound in real life. I'm not saying I'm an idiot, but I'm not a rouge scholar either. *sigh* I'm just conflicted... whatever. just felt like writing something for once instead of posting pictures I love (not that I have anything against it, I just felt like making my blog more personal).