yes it's another whiny blog.

yesterday, I was hopeful and sad at the same time. I had a wonderful dream the night before that I was in a wonderful and loving relationship. it wasn't an x-rated dream. it was actually pretty adorable and I enjoyed it. but then I was sad that I couldn't experience it again. I really try to stay optimistic about someday finding a relationship because I fully believe that you have to be happy with yourself and BY yourself before you can be happy with someone else. I'm just SO TIRED OF WAITING. I'm a lovable, loyal and deserving person so why must I wait?! it just gets so frustrating being alone sometimes...